On my lack of accurate self evaluation
On whether or not I can do it
On Cabaret
On luck
On being less talented than teenagers
On maybe not being talented at all, just smart
On not being all that smart
On being a nerd
On how being a nerd only gets you so far
On being nice
On how being nice only gets you so far
On taking advantage
On what if
On what next
On self value
On food. On lack of food. On dance. On working out.
On getting lazy
On lacking a specific goal
On unemployment
On old dudes with girlfriends
On irresponsible girlfriends
On angering people
On burning bridges
On trust
On altruism
On being twenty two and how i don't want to be
On wearing makeup on a daily basis for the first time ever
On having attended an all girls school
On feeling stupid and incompetent
On feeling bored and alone
On feeling inspired and motivated, mostly due to competition
On how that's probably not right
On how it wouldn't be an issue if I had won in the first place
On success as revenge
On feeling unimportant and insignificant
On narcissism
On quarter life crises
On a current need for advice. From smart, successful people who genuinely care. Irresponsible, delusional, or hateful people need not apply. Nor strangers. Nor the estranged. Goodnight.