She's been in my dreams the last two nights. Both nights, there was some reason why she was there. Both nights, I had just misunderstood and she really was still alive. (I'm guessing this is the denial phase.) Yesterday, this caused insomnia. Today, it just caused me to not move. Woke up late. Can't move.
This is the weirdest experience. It is totally exhausting. And it hurts.
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